I wish that when I was sad I could just run to you and be held. No not you Marty, sry, but I'm over you. I just really need that certain someone. Not someone that I'm gonna get married to, no. But just a boyfriend who I can be around when I need to. Someone who I can trust. I learned a whole heck of a lot about trust this weekend. Nothing anyone needs to know though. But I just really do wish, that I could just run and find him when I need to. Someone who gets along with all of my other friends. Not that "super special" someone. No, that's someone who you would get married too. But just that "special" someone. Like Amy W. said, "I know that you need one. Cuz you've been having a really hard time with life. And being your sister. I'm gonna find you the best one out there."

~*Love*~

PS: Where ever he is out there. I hope that he gets a chance to really meet the real me. And I know who I would like to be that someone, but I don't think he would want to be my boyfriend.